I am forcing myself to keep this commitment of writing everyday.

I mentioned to J that I had a psychiatry appointment tomorrow. He was trying to remind me that life could be worst.

But with depression, all it takes is a trigger to go into a down spiral. And right now, its how I am treated at work and how things are between J and I.

On a more positive note, I had more energy today and I was feeling better than yesterday. Now if I can only stop craving carbs, that would be amazing! Oh and tomorrow is payday. I had spent my last check on Comic Con. Yes, it was worth every penny.